From time to time, I reflect on what life has brought me. In the past year, I'd made major decisions for myself. This enabled me to break away from a vicious circle and open a gateway to see if the direction is the one to take.
So far, I may not know if the decisions made are the best, but certainly they are the right ones to make.
I've learnt to give myself a break and not to force myself. I've ended a relationship which would have continued to drag me on a vicious circle. The relationship was never real. It was built on wishful thinking. There was a lack of foundation: commitment and sincerity. Promises and dreams would never be delivered. The frustration of investing confidence and time on seeing no action nor return made everything sour. The only consolation is "better late than never". The sour relationship made an impact to my life, but at least I managed to extract some positive side of it that helped me to think that the six years I'd put in was not mere foolishness.
During this time, I managed to embark on some professional studies. Through that I met a group of friends who were passionate about life and the work they were engaged in.
Another major project I took on was learning flamenco dance. It's been 10 months now. It turns out to be hard work but am glad that I managed to follow quite quickly. Recently I've started doing flamenco with bata de cola. There's a lot of physical work but I love it.
In the next few months, I need to decide if I want to pick-up French again. I decided to drop it for a year to calm my sentiments on any French subjects... That's not easy...
So all in all, this has been my own development in the past year. I can never do a new year resolution at the end of the year but i tend to do it in advance.
So, here it is.
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